Friday Slices of Life

I

            In the Village for an errand this afternoon. Walking down Greenwich Avenue, I passed the school yard at P.S. 41. Boys and girls were running around and playing and shouting, but the gate to the street was closed because school hadn’t let out yet. Still, many parents were massed around the gate, waiting. (Did they want to get their children home quickly so they could leave for the long weekend?)

            Twenty or so minutes later, I walked back past the school yard. The gates were now open, and lines were forming at the Delicioso ice cart (mango, coconut, rainbow) and at the ice cream truck. Leaving town would have to wait for snacktime.

II

            At 12th Street, the sky over the West Village looked ominous, but looking north, it seemed like it was clear over midtown. But when I got off the train at Columbus Circle (yet another errand), it was cloudy there, too. Venders were already selling “ummm-brellas,” and there was moisture in the air. But there was blue sky further north. And when I got up to 112th Street, it had clouded up there, too, yet still further north, it was clearing. Was I bringing the clouds with me as I traveled uptown?

The Perfect Game (Slice of Life Tuesday)

(This Slice of Life is almost 60 years old.)

            Monday, October 8, 1956, I was in my ninth-grade home room at the end of the day. The assistant principal, as he was announcing school bus departures over the P.A. system, also noted that in that afternoon’s World Series game, Don Larsen of the Yankees had so far pitched a perfect game.

            The word “perfect” clicked in my mind. Was there actually something a human being could do that was “perfect”?

            As soon as I got home, 15-20 minutes later, I went immediately to my parents’ bedroom, where the TV was, and turned the channel selector until I found the channel broadcasting the game. (There were only about five channels then, and no remote.) I saw the final three outs that climaxed that amazing 27 up, 27 down accomplishment. The catcher, who I didn’t yet know was Yogi Berra, ran toward the pitcher and jumped into his arms. There was only one camera shot, middle distance, probably from the level of the press box.

            With that perfect game, baseball cemented itself in my heart. 

(MLB.com has a short video of the highlights and the end of the game, with interviews with the participants and the announcer of the game.)

Slice of Life Tuesday (it actually happened on Monday)

Subway Sight

    A mother gets on the #1 train with her little boy, about 4 or 5 years old. He is hungrily licking on a paper cup of rainbow ice. A woman sitting next to me gets up so he can sit down, since it's obvious he is paying way more attention to that rainbow ice than to keeping his balance on the moving train. He is slowly sipping melted ice from the edges of the cup, then pushing the ice up from the bottom. "Look," he says, "it's getting higher." Is he pretending that there's more ice in the cup even as he sucks up what's there? His mother suggests that if he's eating the ice, shouldn't there be less? No, he shakes his head, "it's getting higher."
    The boy runs his fingers over the ice. "See, there are different colors," he points out to those of us sitting nearby. "It's a rainbow!" Then he licks his finger. His mother suggests that he not eat his ice by way of his finger. He goes back to sucking melted bits of ice.
    At 59th Street, mother and child get off. So we'll never know how long it took that little boy to finish his ice, or what he said when it was all gone.

Poem a Day, #22 (looking back)

Looking Back

Looking back, she could only find the names of

Towns her grandparents left.

Khotin, Vitebsk, Lodz.

The Russian Empire held them all

A hundred years ago.

Looking ahead, those towns ended up

In new countries,

Ukraine, Belarus, Poland.

All those lands, then and now,

Saw her grandparents as interlopers,

Jews, Christ-killers, usurers.

Looking back, she knew she’d missed her chance

To learn their stories.

The little she thought she knew

Was sometimes wrong.

The cigarette smuggler fleeing the “old country”

To avoid police

Owned the cigarette factory

Fleeing the “old country”

To avoid paying a cigarette tax.

Why else did they come?

What was it like in the towns they left?

What did they think of their new country?

Looking back, there were too many questions,

Forever unanswered.

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Poem-a-Day, #21 (words coined by Shakespeare)

Champion Critic Does Not Grovel

Champion Critic felt out of sorts.

Her latest review had garnered no comments

On her blog, while

Attracting hostile backlash from

Writers she had judged harshly in the past.

Champion Critic had written novels

Over the years , which, she thought,

Gave her the right to judge her peers,

Writers in her own genre of lit. fic.

As well as writers of romance and fantasy.

Champion Critic felt out of sorts, for

None of her writer or critic friends

Had come to her defense.

The critics of her criticism had her all wrong.

They misread her judgments as dis, not sis-

Terly wish that they do better, as

Champion Critic knew shey could

She never took on a work

She knew was bad.

She never made demands she knew

Could not be met.

Champion Critic reread her latest work,

Persuaded still that she was right.

Critics and friends alike could be assured

That history will judge her

Decisions to be correct.

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Poem a Day, #20 (across the sea)

Across the Sea

Two ships sail west across the Atlantic.

The first carries what the shipowners call "cargo," men, women, children stolen from their homes and turned into property, a notion propped up by the shipowners' religion.

The second carries passengers, many escapees from empires Russian, Prussian, Austro-Hungarian, men, women, children fleeing pogroms, poverty, hatred for their religion, hatred embedded in a religion descended from theirs.

The first ship carries "slaves," a word for people forcibly bought and sold, who some history books tell us had a better life in the United States than in their "primitive," "warlike" villages back home, who other history books tell us came from civilizations older than Europe's.

The second ship carries "immigrants," a word for people voluntarily leaving their homes to, as history books tell us, "seek a better life."

The people on the first ship have skin colors from brown to black. Their "owners," with their paler skin, assign them a different "race" to justify their "ownership" of these human beings.

The people on the second ship have skin colors from pale to tan. They have different religions, come from different countries, but the pale "natives" assign them many "races" to justify keeping them outside the privileges of those who came here earlier.

The passengers on the second ship are greeted in New York Harbor by a statue whose inscription welcomes the "tired," the "poor," the "huddled masses yearning to breathe free."

The statue does not welcome the tired, poor, huddled masses yearning to breathe free on the first ship. The statue did not exist when their ship sailed into New York Harbor. When the ships ceased to sail west with their human "cargo," the people consigned to slavery continued to bear children, still called property by their "owners."

A great war ends the institution of slavery, but many of the people freed are kept enslaved by terror and their former owners' power and "tradition."

The children and grandchildren of the people on the second ship melt into the privilege of whiteness even if they do not acquire the privilege of wealth. The melting pot absorbs their culture and heritage and turns it into novelty.

The children and grandchildren of the people on the first ship, as people of color, are not allowed to melt into whiteness, although some do acquire the privilege of wealth.

Some unknown number whose lightness of skin does allow them to melt in, melt at the cost of losing their families of color and their heritage and culture.

Two ships sail west across the Atlantic, the skin color of their human cargoes imposing vastly different futures by forces beyond their control.

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This feels a bit labored to me, like maybe it should be an essay rather than a poem. I don't know.

Poem a Day, #19 (a moment)

The Moment My Mother Died

It was quiet in the hospital at 7 p.m.

She was hooked up only to the morphine drip

And pulse oximeter glowing green

As its number dropped, 53, 45, 40.

When we arrived in the morning,

her eyes were closed, her breathing rough.

She gasped for air like a guppy.

But she was aware. She turned her head

Toward her doctor’s voice.

“Do you want more oxygen?”

She shook her head.

“Do you want to be more comfortable?”

She nodded.

She pushed down the sheet, the hospital gown,

Till she was almost naked.

Did she want to leave this world the same way

She’d entered it?

She swallowed water from a sponge.

My sister talked her through a guided meditation,

Holding one hand while I held the other.

She turned her closed eyes toward my sister,

Then toward me.

Did she want an alternative from me?

I wished I had words to say,

“I know you don’t believe in this spiritual bullshit,

“I know you’re ready to go,

“But we’re not ready to let you go.

“There’s still so much you have to tell us,

“There’s still so much we haven’t asked you,

“There’s still so much we went to know.”

The skin of her neck fluttered with

Each slowing breath.

The oximeter read 25, 14, 9.

When it read X, I watched her neck,

A minute, two, three. No movement.

The room was quiet, empty, lonely,

The moment my mother died.

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Poem a Day, #18 (history)

Personal History

Can you say, “Fifty years ago, I (did, was, etc.)...”?

Is fifty years ago ancient history to you?

Do you think someone who is fifty is old?

Fifty years ago, I had just gotten married.

Fifty years ago, I attended the first big anti-Vietnam War demonstration.

Fifty-two years ago, I was at the March on Washington.

I never asked my parents,

“How old were you when your life became history?”

When did they start to remember “Fifty years ago, I...”?

When does your life become history?

How old do you have to be to become historical?

Is history happening every day, but

You don’t know it until fifty years later? 

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Poem a Day, #17 (my something, the something)

The prompt is "My (blank), the (blank)" so here's my effort.

My Memory, the Traitor

I learned early my memory can lie.

The memory:

Riding in a car on a summer day,

Riding to the beach on the Housatonic River,

Listening to “Volare,” sung by Domenico Modugno.

The truth:

I was not living anywhere near the Housatonic River

When “Volare” was released,

In 1958.

In 1958 I lived in Levittown, Pennsylvania,

Nowhere near a beach I could be riding to.

In adulthood, my memory worked well,

Well enough to make a living as a copy editor,

Remembering the spelling of a name

Many pages ago,

Remembering the title of a character

Many pages ago,

Remembering whether the word “sychophant”

Had been used to describe the assistant director

Many pages ago.

Memory matched up with locations and years,

As I moved homes or jobs.

Past 70, memory doesn’t lie, it fades.

What is the name of that song on the radio?

The melody and rhythm as familiar as an old sweater,

But the singer, the lyrics are lost in a fog.

I wake in the morning and puzzle out

The name of the day, is it Sunday or Monday?

Or maybe Wednesday?

Why did I come into the kitchen?

Should I have gone to the bedroom instead?

What is the last name of my college roommate,

The author of that great book I read 10 years ago,

The actress who lived across the street,

The Mets pitcher of the playoff game we saw in 2006?

I still remember what my keys are for, but

Not where I left them.

What is to be done?

And where are my glasses?

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Poem a Day, #16 (authority)

The prompt for this was some take on authority, so I thought about what I know and don't know.

I'm Not an Expert

I’m not an expert on

the internal workings of the human body.

I’m not an expert, but

I know the difference between “which” and “that.”

I’m not an expert on

getting blood out of a living human to test it.

I’m not an expert, but

I know where to put commas in and take them out.

I’m not an expert on

what makes blood clot at the right time and place.

I’m not an expert, but

I know what punctuation goes inside or outside of quotation marks.

I’m not an expert on

veins, arteries, the deep vein thrombosis, the pulmonary embolism.

I’m not an expert, but

I know that pronouns have to agree with their antecedents.

I’m not an expert on

kidney function, urethers, bladder infections.

I’m not an expert, but

I know editors and book sellers aren’t “curators.”

I’m not an expert on

keeping a human alive when the body goes berserk.

I’m not an expert, but

I know celebrities and buildings and attitudes are not “iconic.”

http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/the_carriage.png

Poem a Day, #15 (a two-vowel poem)

The A&E Channel

Father tells a tale tale

As we travel past the beach.

A man can’t make ends meet.

He trades an ass for a cat.

A week later he seeks far and near,

Darts between paper reams,

Past a lengthy lake.

He awakes near mangled fangs,

Fearing all tears.

Then we bake a cake to eat

At the lake.

The sky shades we three,

As we reel beneath the real. 

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Poem a Day, #14 (swing)

Swing music might have been my parents’ soundtrack

If they danced.

Swing dancing always looks like so much fun,

But I’m bad at learning steps.

I would have swung high on a backyard swing

If my father had hung one.

I loved to swing a bat at a softball

But never played on a team.

I’ve never lived in a swing state or

Cast a swing vote.

I never have mood swings

(my moods hover around the midline,

boringly so).

Swinging is more fun than standing still.

Swinging left is more fun than swinging right.

Swinging opinions are called flip-flopping,

But why is changing your mind a bad thing?

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Poem a day, #13 (science)

Biology is the birds and the bees,

how life works, from the flea to the elephant.

Chemistry makes us high,

explains the carbon cycle, spins the periodic table.

Alchemy turns lead into gold,

distills the fountain of youth.

Physics searches for the origin of the universe,

from quarks to quasars.

Astronomy names the stars

and moves faster than the speed of light.

Astronomy reads the stars

and names their links to us.

Paleontology delves into the history of biology,

finding life in bones and fossils.

Geology rakes the earth, dirt to rock,

volcanoes to earthquakes.

Mathematics, the language of science,

ties them all together,

excluding the pseudo from the real.

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Poem a Day, #12 (confession)

(I have no idea what any of this means, but "confession" is the prompt, so here goes.)

Lulu confessed to channeling the lunar module.

Danny confessed to  sweeping daisies.

Janine confessed to telling everyone.

Michael confessed to quiet madness.

Karen confessed to white elephants.

Ralph confessed to blue tears and sychophants.

Ariadne confessed to weaving riches.

Hector confessed to emptying the Trojan horse.

Mimi confessed to swinging way too late.

Carlos confessed to writing obituaries.

Confessions wrap around denunciations,

Assertions confess to eulogies.

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Poem a Day, #11 (damage)

My husband says he's damaged goods,

But 50 years too late to return him.

The damage is all physical.

Alcohol failed to do its job before

He quit. The liver still good.

He worried about his heart,

His father dead at 54 from

A heart attack.

But it was a different vein that

First spoke up, in his calf

A blood clot, there long enough

To send emissaries to his lungs.

The normal treatment almost

Killed him, blood massing in

Protest in his leg, his hip.

A drug shot into his belly,

twice a day, brings stability for years,

Halting clots before they can

Assassinate.

Now and then the blood runs amok,

Can't stay within its boundaries,

Flooding bruises with too many

Reinforcements.

A bruise graduates to hematoma,

Bringing pain and fear.

So here we are, one more time,

Spending the first spring day

Visiting the ER,

Exiling vials of blood,

Huddling under the CT scan.

Damage to the body continues

Its slow advance. 

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Poem a Day, #9 (how to...)

How to Drive Yourself Insane

Offer to write a short interview piece.

Acquire a free recording app for your iPad.

Test the app. Yes, it works.

Record the interview.

(Take notes just to be on the safe side.)

Try to play back the interview.

Wonder why nothing happens.

Try to play it back again.

Still wonder why nothing happens.

Look up .m4a files online.

Find out that iTunes or QuickTime Player will open .m4a files.

Transfer the file to your laptop.

Open iTunes.

Try to open interview file. Nothing happens.

Open QuickTime.

Try to open interview file. Nothing happens.

Stare at computer screen.

Go to Web page of recording app’s creator.

Write impassioned plea for help.

Web page refuses to post your plea until you fill in a nonexistent field.

Resist impulse to scream.

Look at notes.

Curse your aging memory.

Have a stiff drink.

Wish for angels to whisper interview into your ears.

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Poem a Day, #8 (work)

What is work?

Is it work if you don’t get paid?

Is it work if it’s fun?

Is it work only if you’re obliged to do it,

As Mark Twain wrote?

When is work a joy and

When is it torture?

Is mindless, back-breaking work

a crime in the class war?

Will your back pain from waitressing

earn you a Purple Heart?

When is caregiving an act of love

for a family member, and

when is it work?

When is it both an act of love and work?

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Poem a Day, #7 (dare)

Dare you

Do you dare to eat a peach?

Do you dare to swim upstream?

Do you dare to wear chartreuse?

Do you dare to leave the team?

Do you dare to run amok?

Do you dare to run aground?

Do you dare to mingle starlight?

Do you dare to drink soft sounds?

Do you dare to write for no one?

Do you dare to sing pure fashion?

Do you dare to paint Orion?

Do you dare to knit a passion?

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Poem a Day, #6 (love or anti-love)

Love is a four-letter word,

Hardly spoken in impolite society

Where lust, eros, itch are preferred.

Love evokes romance, purity, idealism.

Romance, where the lover

Loses herself in the loved one,

Purity of purpose, innocence in knowledge,

In search of an Ideal never attained.

Lust evokes passion, hedonism, desire.

Passion’s craving for more more more,

Hedonistic pleasure in the body,

Desire to indulge all cravings.

Love is the metaphor, never realized

but assumed,

While lust creates its own

Facts-on-the-ground, a reality

That cannot be resisted,

That sweeps away pretence.

Love is lust’s imagination,

The clothes it wears in polite society.

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Poem a Day, #5

Who Are They? Who Were They?

Who is the winner of Top Chef on the Food Network?

He spent two years in prison for armed robbery.

Who is the first violinist in the symphony orchestra?

She spent her first two school years living in a homeless shelter.

Who is the founder of that famous computer company?

He was a college dropout.

Who is the prize-winning reporter for a major newspaper?

She was dyslexic through high school.

Who is that old man shuffling along the sidewalk?

He used to be an All-Star pitcher for the Yankees.

Who is that woman scrabbling through the trash?

She used to sing backup for Whitney Houston.

Who is the middle-aged man sitting on the street,

with a paper coffee cup holding a few coins?

He used to be Phi Beta Kappa at Brooklyn College.

Who is the woman humming tunelessly

as she trudges through the park?

She used to teach English at Princeton, wrote

bestselling novels in the summer.

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