Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts
Showing posts with label poem. Show all posts

Saturday, April 25, 2015

Poem a Day, #20 (across the sea)


Across the Sea
Two ships sail west across the Atlantic.
The first carries what the shipowners call "cargo," men, women, children stolen from their homes and turned into property, a notion propped up by the shipowners' religion.
The second carries passengers, many escapees from empires Russian, Prussian, Austro-Hungarian, men, women, children fleeing pogroms, poverty, hatred for their religion, hatred embedded in a religion descended from theirs.
The first ship carries "slaves," a word for people forcibly bought and sold, who some history books tell us had a better life in the United States than in their "primitive," "warlike" villages back home, who other history books tell us came from civilizations older than Europe's.
The second ship carries "immigrants," a word for people voluntarily leaving their homes to, as history books tell us, "seek a better life."
The people on the first ship have skin colors from brown to black. Their "owners," with their paler skin, assign them a different "race" to justify their "ownership" of these human beings.
The people on the second ship have skin colors from pale to tan. They have different religions, come from different countries, but the pale "natives" assign them many "races" to justify keeping them outside the privileges of those who came here earlier.
The passengers on the second ship are greeted in New York Harbor by a statue whose inscription welcomes the "tired," the "poor," the "huddled masses yearning to breathe free."
The statue does not welcome the tired, poor, huddled masses yearning to breathe free on the first ship. The statue did not exist when their ship sailed into New York Harbor. When the ships ceased to sail west with their human "cargo," the people consigned to slavery continued to bear children, still called property by their "owners."
A great war ends the institution of slavery, but many of the people freed are kept enslaved by terror and their former owners' power and "tradition."
The children and grandchildren of the people on the second ship melt into the privilege of whiteness even if they do not acquire the privilege of wealth. The melting pot absorbs their culture and heritage and turns it into novelty.
The children and grandchildren of the people on the first ship, as people of color, are not allowed to melt into whiteness, although some do acquire the privilege of wealth.
Some unknown number whose lightness of skin does allow them to melt in, melt at the cost of losing their families of color and their heritage and culture.
Two ships sail west across the Atlantic, the skin color of their human cargoes imposing vastly different futures by forces beyond their control.


This feels a bit labored to me, like maybe it should be an essay rather than a poem. I don't know.

Friday, April 24, 2015

Poem a Day, #19 (a moment)


The Moment My Mother Died
It was quiet in the hospital at 7 p.m.
She was hooked up only to the morphine drip
And pulse oximeter glowing green
As its number dropped, 53, 45, 40.
When we arrived in the morning,
her eyes were closed, her breathing rough.
She gasped for air like a guppy.
But she was aware. She turned her head
Toward her doctor’s voice.
“Do you want more oxygen?”
She shook her head.
“Do you want to be more comfortable?”
She nodded.
She pushed down the sheet, the hospital gown,
Till she was almost naked.
Did she want to leave this world the same way
She’d entered it?
She swallowed water from a sponge.
My sister talked her through a guided meditation,
Holding one hand while I held the other.
She turned her closed eyes toward my sister,
Then toward me.
Did she want an alternative from me?
I wished I had words to say,
“I know you don’t believe in this spiritual bullshit,
“I know you’re ready to go,
“But we’re not ready to let you go.
“There’s still so much you have to tell us,
“There’s still so much we haven’t asked you,
“There’s still so much we went to know.”
The skin of her neck fluttered with
Each slowing breath.
The oximeter read 25, 14, 9.
When it read X, I watched her neck,
A minute, two, three. No movement.
The room was quiet, empty, lonely,
The moment my mother died.

Thursday, April 23, 2015

Poem a Day, #18 (history)


Personal History

Can you say, “Fifty years ago, I (did, was, etc.)...”?
Is fifty years ago ancient history to you?
Do you think someone who is fifty is old?
Fifty years ago, I had just gotten married.
Fifty years ago, I attended the first big anti-Vietnam War demonstration.
Fifty-two years ago, I was at the March on Washington.
I never asked my parents,
“How old were you when your life became history?”
When did they start to remember “Fifty years ago, I...”?
When does your life become history?
How old do you have to be to become historical?
Is history happening every day, but
You don’t know it until fifty years later? 

Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Poem a Day, #17 (my something, the something)

The prompt is "My (blank), the (blank)" so here's my effort.


My Memory, the Traitor

I learned early my memory can lie.
The memory:
Riding in a car on a summer day,
Riding to the beach on the Housatonic River,
Listening to “Volare,” sung by Domenico Modugno.
The truth:
I was not living anywhere near the Housatonic River
When “Volare” was released,
In 1958.
In 1958 I lived in Levittown, Pennsylvania,
Nowhere near a beach I could be riding to.

In adulthood, my memory worked well,
Well enough to make a living as a copy editor,
Remembering the spelling of a name
Many pages ago,
Remembering the title of a character
Many pages ago,
Remembering whether the word “sychophant”
Had been used to describe the assistant director
Many pages ago.
Memory matched up with locations and years,
As I moved homes or jobs.

Past 70, memory doesn’t lie, it fades.
What is the name of that song on the radio?
The melody and rhythm as familiar as an old sweater,
But the singer, the lyrics are lost in a fog.
I wake in the morning and puzzle out
The name of the day, is it Sunday or Monday?
Or maybe Wednesday?
Why did I come into the kitchen?
Should I have gone to the bedroom instead?
What is the last name of my college roommate,
The author of that great book I read 10 years ago,
The actress who lived across the street,
The Mets pitcher of the playoff game we saw in 2006?
I still remember what my keys are for, but
Not where I left them.
What is to be done?
And where are my glasses?

Monday, April 20, 2015

Poem a Day, #16 (authority)

The prompt for this was some take on authority, so I thought about what I know and don't know.

I'm Not an Expert


I’m not an expert on
the internal workings of the human body.
I’m not an expert, but
I know the difference between “which” and “that.”
I’m not an expert on
getting blood out of a living human to test it.
I’m not an expert, but
I know where to put commas in and take them out.
I’m not an expert on
what makes blood clot at the right time and place.
I’m not an expert, but
I know what punctuation goes inside or outside of quotation marks.
I’m not an expert on
veins, arteries, the deep vein thrombosis, the pulmonary embolism.
I’m not an expert, but
I know that pronouns have to agree with their antecedents.
I’m not an expert on
kidney function, urethers, bladder infections.
I’m not an expert, but
I know editors and book sellers aren’t “curators.”
I’m not an expert on
keeping a human alive when the body goes berserk.
I’m not an expert, but
I know celebrities and buildings and attitudes are not “iconic.”

Thursday, April 16, 2015

Poem a day, #13 (science)


Biology is the birds and the bees,
how life works, from the flea to the elephant.
Chemistry makes us high,
explains the carbon cycle, spins the periodic table.
Alchemy turns lead into gold,
distills the fountain of youth.
Physics searches for the origin of the universe,
from quarks to quasars.
Astronomy names the stars
and moves faster than the speed of light.
Astronomy reads the stars
and names their links to us.
Paleontology delves into the history of biology,
finding life in bones and fossils.
Geology rakes the earth, dirt to rock,
volcanoes to earthquakes.
Mathematics, the language of science,
ties them all together,
excluding the pseudo from the real.

Friday, April 10, 2015

Poem a Day, #9 (how to...)


How to Drive Yourself Insane

Offer to write a short interview piece.
Acquire a free recording app for your iPad.
Test the app. Yes, it works.
Record the interview.
(Take notes just to be on the safe side.)
Try to play back the interview.
Wonder why nothing happens.
Try to play it back again.
Still wonder why nothing happens.
Look up .m4a files online.
Find out that iTunes or QuickTime Player will open .m4a files.
Transfer the file to your laptop.
Open iTunes.
Try to open interview file. Nothing happens.
Open QuickTime.
Try to open interview file. Nothing happens.
Stare at computer screen.
Go to Web page of recording app’s creator.
Write impassioned plea for help.
Web page refuses to post your plea until you fill in a nonexistent field.
Resist impulse to scream.
Look at notes.
Curse your aging memory.
Have a stiff drink.
Wish for angels to whisper interview into your ears.

Thursday, April 9, 2015

Poem a Day, #8 (work)


What is work?
Is it work if you don’t get paid?
Is it work if it’s fun?
Is it work only if you’re obliged to do it,
As Mark Twain wrote?
When is work a joy and
When is it torture?
Is mindless, back-breaking work
a crime in the class war?
Will your back pain from waitressing
earn you a Purple Heart?
When is caregiving an act of love
for a family member, and
when is it work?
When is it both an act of love and work?


Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Poem a Day, #6 (love or anti-love)


Love is a four-letter word,
Hardly spoken in impolite society
Where lust, eros, itch are preferred.
Love evokes romance, purity, idealism.
Romance, where the lover
Loses herself in the loved one,
Purity of purpose, innocence in knowledge,
In search of an Ideal never attained.
Lust evokes passion, hedonism, desire.
Passion’s craving for more more more,
Hedonistic pleasure in the body,
Desire to indulge all cravings.
Love is the metaphor, never realized
but assumed,
While lust creates its own
Facts-on-the-ground, a reality
That cannot be resisted,
That sweeps away pretence.
Love is lust’s imagination,
The clothes it wears in polite society.

Wednesday, April 1, 2015

An April First (not Fool's) Poem

It's April, National Poetry Month. I want to keep writing here, and maybe  I'll write a poem occasionally, but I don't think I'm a poet. I did sign up for a poetry class through the University of Iowa's International Writing Program's MOOC that was supposed to start a week ago, so I thought I would have some lessons that I could be practicing this month. Then the class was delayed. So today I will cheat a bit and post someone else's poem: Ogden Nash on baseball, which starts up for real next week.

You Can't Kill an Oriole 
Wee Willie Keeler
Runs through the town,
All along Charles Street,
In his nightgown.
Belling like a hound dog,
Gathering the pack:
Hey, Wilbert Robinson,
The Orioles are back!
Hey, Hughie Jennings!
Hey, John McGraw!
I got fire in my eye
And tobacco in my jaw!
Hughie, hold my halo.
I'm sick of being a saint:
Got to teach youngsters
To hit 'em where they ain't.

--Ogden Nash


Saturday, March 28, 2015

Slice of Life, #28


        Last Thursday’s Open Expressions didn’t have the usual group poem. Instead, we were asked to jot down words we heard during the evening, and before we left, to write a poem for women’s history month addressing journalism’s classic questions to women:
who are women?
what are women?
where are women?
when are women?
how are women?
why are women?
            Here are three of my efforts.

Women nestle into frozen culture
Women’s hair cushions the harsh chains of lies
Women bring exciting accents to bear, unhearing lies
Women are unrepenting in their imagination
Women are essential.

Women deny the harsh culture of hair
Women’s accents nestle in repenting sighs
Women leave the essential lies behind the barn
Women’s disordered minds reveal frozen truth
Women leap into exciting imagination.


Who are women? exciting imagination of culture
What are women? essential hair repenting its chains
Where are women? in harsh rooms echoing screams
When are women? now, then, before, after, never, forever
How are women? frozen accents undermine disordered minds
Why are women? truth nestles among the lies


Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Slice of Life, #11

I'm taking part in a reading series called Big Words, where the audience chooses the theme for the following gathering. This month's theme is "All or Nothing," and here is my contribution. (Does this qualify as a "slice of life"?)


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All or Nothing

When I was 15, I wanted to know everything there was to know in the universe.
If I couldn't know all of it, then I didn't want to know anything.
If I couldn't have all A's, just give me all F's.
If my hair couldn't be blonde and wavy, I’d rather be bald.
If my eyes couldn’t be blue, I’d rather be blind.
If I couldn't be the star of the junior play, I’d rather sit in the back of the audience.
If I couldn't be class president, I might as well leave town.
If I couldn't dance all night, I’d rather be deaf.
If I couldn't be queen of the prom, I might as well stay home.
If I couldn't play the piano like Dave Brubeck, I’d rather lose my fingers.
If I couldn't sing like Nina Simone, I’d rather be mute.
If I couldn't write like Virginia Woolf, I might as well lose my mind.

If I couldn't grow a prize-winning orchid, I’d rather plow under the garden.
If I couldn’t cook like Julia Child, I’d rather go hungry.
If I couldn't win the hundred-yard dash, I might as well lose my feet.
If I couldn't find a cure for cancer, I might as well die.

Then I got all C’s in college.
I dropped out, and had more fun.

Now I’m past 70.
I know I’ll never know everything there is to know in the universe.
And I know that no one else ever will either.
I can’t play the piano like Dave Brubeck, but I can play well enough for me.
I can’t write like Virginia Woolf, because I can only write like me.
I didn’t become an actress, but I can stand up here and read my own words.
I was never queen of the prom, but I can still dance all night.
My hair is now exactly the way I want it, and if I change my mind, I can change my hair.
I can cook like Julia Child when I follow her cookbook, or I can cook anything else I want.
I’ll never find a cure for cancer, but I have helped women activists in Eastern Europe,
My name is known in those circles.
Everything I have is all,
Until I die,
When it will be nothing.
There are hundreds more slices of life over at the Two Writing Teachers' blog. Check them out.