We live on
a side street in Morningside Heights, in Manhattan, and the wind sweeps up off
of the river, especially in winter. J. is still using a cane, and wind makes
him feel even unsteadier than his feet do.
As we walked up toward Broadway, the wind was at our back and not too strong.
We slowly got to Broadway, where there weren’t many people. The only obstacle
he had to watch out for was a pink balloon at eye level tied to a storefront
and bouncing erratically from air currents when the store door opened.
When
we turned at the next corner, the wind was in our faces. J. walked a short
distance until he felt the wind more an enemy than a zephyr – and we retraced
our steps. I’m glad he decided not to forge ahead; walking slowly is hard on my
back. When we were first together, I was
the slow walker, and I often had to run to catch up; now he is the one pulling
at my coat to slow down. I’m also glad it’s March, because it has to get
warmer, and soon J. will be walking outside every day, and by himself.
Hopefully we have brighter warmer less windier days ahead. He must feel so frustrated to be the one who needs to slow down now!
ReplyDeleteI am glad to read he is able to walk after a hard year. Your imagery was great. It is difficult when we experience role reversals. I am going through this with my mother - sometimes it seems like I am the one in charge and not her. But, there are the wonderful days where you and I are not quite needed and they can feel independent.
ReplyDeleteYour post appears to be about so much more than a walk outside. It's about the balance and pull of weather, life and love. I could feel your excitement over the weather and the hope that it spells for J and for you. Prayers and hopes for a spring in his step soon.
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